May be this is not related to all of you.... maybe i just want to write it here...
i dunt know where should i write...
This day.. i feel so sad and lonely...
why God give me a heart like this... when i am already falling in love with someone.... not even a little bit that someone... i cant move her from my heart...
do i have to like this forever ? love that never i reach....
but if i have to love her forever... and not falling in love into somebody else... i will do that.. i believe i can live alone.. as long as i can love her.. and keep her in my heart forever..

dear Lord... hope you hear my pray.. and please make that happen... thx u Lord